Channeled Messages:
You are working to make contact with your unconscious in order to heal a persistent victim mentality which is keeping you locked in a behavioral loop. You are perceiving this as a persistent failure and you are blaming your loved ones for this instead of asking yourself what is in your control that you can do in order to fix it.
Moving confidently and bravely toward what you can change transforms your mistakes into learning opportunities which can transform your life - and if you do this, it absolutely does.
You have deep regrets that you cannot change what has happened in the past. Make peace with yourself and with your loved ones as much as you possibly can and shift your way of thinking into taking personal responsibility for your mistakes; however, beating yourself up over them is counterproductive in the opposite direction, so do not overcorrect this.
Merely accept that you have made mistakes and that you are going to do your best from here to learn from them and cease to repeat them. Speak your truth and encourage others to speak theirs as you begin to release your fear of vulnerability and acceptance of personal blame.
This isn’t about blame. It’s about learning from past behaviors, changing, and setting yourself free to move down a more honorable path where your energy is no longer fragmented looking for scapegoats for what has occurred.
Setting your mind to what you can accomplish and ceasing to be deterred by an inner voice that lies to you out of fear of success will open you up to the wisdom of your higher self. Quieting your monkey mind will lead you to have a deeper connection with your intuition. Changes will lead to a blessed courtship and will open you up to receiving abundance.
Meditation:
Overcome Victim Mentality Meditation
Numerology:
4 - Stability
6 - Family, Compassion, Responsibility, and Empathy
9 - Humanitarianism, Enlightenment, and Compassion
20 - Start of Your Spiritual Journey
24 - A Symbol of Encouragement
4489 - Stability and Peace: Attainment of Goals
4626 - Be In Charge of Your Life
7367 - Always Dream Big Dreams: Go For All That You Want In Life
Oracle and Tarot Cards:
Runes:
Shufflemancy:
Audioslave - I Am the Highway
The Black Keys - Howlin' for You
Death Cab for Cutie - Expo '86
Grooverider - Starbase 23
Lamb - Bonfire
Nine Inch Nails - Only
Pixies - Cactus
Romeo Void - A Girl in Trouble (Is a Temporary Thing)
Tortoise - On The Chin
VAST - Touched